Dear Caterpillar

January 10, 2022 Pastor Justin Thomson – Duluth

The Apostle Paul was a very colorful man in Christian ministry. He made tents for a living but wrote Scripture & raised the dead in his spare time. He figuratively stormed the gates of hell and literally paid a visit to heaven (before his life was even over!). He planted churches, plotted missions, and pioneered a movement. He’s remembered 2,000 years later and spoken of all over the world. Aside of Christ, few men are as spiritually vibrant as Paul was.

This wasn’t always the case, however. Paul (formerly named “Saul”), used to be a far uglier man. He spent much of his young life huddled in and around Jerusalem. Feeding his intellect & ego on Judaism, he developed into a Pharisee. Growing fat with pride, he persecuted the church and took nourishment by consuming the spiritual life of others. At last, having become fully encased in dead religion, his life came to an end (that particular phase of it anyway).

RADICAL REFORMATION

At the age of 30, Paul underwent a fundamental change that he describes as “metamorphosis” (taken from the original Greek word “metamorphousthe” found in Romans 12:2). Metamorphosis is the inevitable process by which a butterfly proves itself to be more than an ordinary worm. Like a caterpillar, Saul had to become a new creature entirely. His mind, his lifestyle, his future, and even his name needed to change. Saul couldn’t become the Apostle that God ordained him to be until his old life as a Pharisee was fully terminated.

Christians are one of the few creatures on earth that have the capacity to “morph” like a caterpillar does. The change seen in the Apostle Paul is proof enough. The unfortunate difference between caterpillars and Christians, however, is that caterpillars don’t need to be coaxed into the cocoon. Christians on the other hand, usually always do.

RADICALLY RESISTANT

Anticipating this reluctance, Paul (as a newborn ‘butterfly’), wrote a letter to his “caterpillar kinfolk” in Rome. In that letter, he “beseeches” them to surrender their bodies to the only process that will, in fact, convert them from the low-life drudgery of religion, into a “new creature” altogether. As Paul saw it, there were countless Christians still crawling around like larva when they could’ve been flying by now.  

“Of all those born into God’s kingdom, few will ever reach full maturity.” 

With that in mind, let’s note a few similarities between what we find in the animal kingdom, and what we know of God’s kingdom:  

1: Caterpillars never think of flying, they concentrate mostly on eating. Worried about little more than basic survival, their short time on earth is marked by a repeating pattern of eat and rest, eat and rest. Their life is dominated by their appetite. For caterpillars it’s just a phase, but for many Christians, it’s their entire lifespan. Perhaps this is what Paul had in mind when he lamented to the Philippians, “Their god is their belly”.

2: Out of every 100 butterfly eggs, only 1 (maybe 2) will ever fulfill their destiny. The rest will do the same thing day after day, until the enemy swallows them up. They’ll never reproduce. They’ll never go where they could’ve gone. And, perhaps most tragic of all, they’ll never know what it’s like to fly. As Scripture predicts, “Many will depart from the faith”. In other words, for every lovely butterfly you see there are 98 others who never made it.

3: Metamorphosis is the ultimate test of one’s trust in their Creator. With no idea of what comes after chrysalis (the cocoon stage), caterpillars instinctively wrap themselves into a homemade coffin to die anyway. They don’t question God’s plan, they don’t weigh the ‘pro’s & con’s’ of it, and they certainly don’t rebel against their Lord. Instead, they intuitively make their shell and die, as if they were eager to do so. Christian’s treat metamorphosis like it’s the end of their life, but caterpillars rely upon the truth: “This is a trustworthy saying: If we die, we will also live” (II Tim.2:11).   

RADICALLY RARE

These are but a few general comparisons between caterpillars and Christians. But the truth is hard to miss: Of all those born into God’s kingdom, very few will ever reach full maturity.

“There are countless Christians crawling around like larva when they could’ve been flying by now.”

For fear of metamorphosis, most believers will opt to crawl through life, and then die with a mouthful of milkweed. Few Christians will ever put on the new colors offered by Christ (Ro.13:14), taste the sweetness of spiritual nectar (Ps.34:8), or rise above the worldliness of their contemporaries (Col.3:1).

DEAR CATERPILLAR, God has offered you a kaleidoscopic life! A fresh start, full of wonder and opportunity, far beyond your present imagination! “I beseech you therefore, by the mercies of God”, embrace metamorphosis!

Burning Down the House

BLOG POST – PASTOR TIM DODSON DECEMBER 2021

Recently I saw a covenant member and elder leave his church and will not be returning. And it was beautiful…
 
Certainly over the years we have seen and been on the receiving end of the mayhem of someone who said they were a part of us and loved us only to eventually wreak havoc as they firebombed the church spiritually speaking. We all individually and corporately have been stunned by what can only be seen as demonic behavior come forth from people who feigned unity and love and played on until they wanted a power position they did not get, wanted a sin they could not resist, wanted attention they were not getting, etc. The list of reasons is quite long and sordid, and not really the point of this article. The question we all were, and perhaps are left with is this: Can a person leave a church with having to roll a grenade into the room on their way out? I for one was beginning to doubt. The lies and evil behavior that I witnessed throughout 3 decades of ministry certainly would excuse my skepticism. I even remember one woman tell me that Satan told her and her husband to leave. And then she left. Ya,  creepy for sure…

Paul Simon sang a song back in 1975 called “50 Way to Leave Your Lover” that maybe we apply to this issue and put out as a church tri-fold:

You just slip out the back, Jack
Make a new plan, Stan
You don’t need to be coy, Roy
Just get yourself free
Hop on the bus, Gus
You don’t need to discuss much
Just drop off the key, Lee
And get yourself free

Hmmm. Nice worldly mantra. It even rhymes. One is left wondering where Jesus…the Holy Spirit…yes even rudimentary Christianity is on all of this. But back to my initial remark about the beautiful departure…

While visiting a church in Louisiana during a recent missions trip down there, we happened to attend on Sunday when the church…especially their Covenant Body, was saying goodbye to a family who were Covenant members, active church participants, founding participants, and he was even a church elder and board member. Over what we understood to be a lengthy period of prayer… with the church fellowship, seeking counsel… with the church fellowship, they had come to the conclusion that God was directing the man to take a position as a federal law enforcement officer and would be moving to Washington DC. On that Sunday we were privileged as outsiders, to witness a deeply insider event. The family came up front and the pastor and elders laid hands on them in prayer. There were emotional words of memories and thanks. There was embracing. There was weeping. There was unity and love and most of all, there was God.

I know that some might be uncomfortable exposing this dirty laundry that certainly is a quiet pain and an embarrassing reality within most every church in America. But I am reminded that God seemed to never sweep such mud under the rugs of history. There we have it in black and white…in the most published book in history: David’s adultery and murder, Moses anger and sin, Noah got drunk which led to some messy family issues, Peter’s fearful denials of Christ, etc and etc! The reality is that there will always be those who will find their way into a church fellowship with a lot of different reasons to be there and faithfully loving, serving, growing, discipling are not on their list. Perhaps we could say that being in a church doesn’t emphatically declare ones salvation standing, but their departure certainly casts a bright light! (Not my judgement…that is the emphatic declaration of scripture itself!)

Truth be told, the way that people who call themselves Christians treat others who call themselves Christians is tainting the pool for sure. Really…if that’s the way it is inside, who would want it? The fact is, church people are notorious for bad behavior. Some church people are just downright mean. Why is this? In some recent surveys it appears that most people in our culture believe that Christians are about as trustworthy as car salesmen and lawyers.

I myself am certainly far from a perfect man and many of the greater church people I know behave in far worse ways than many of the unbelievers I know. I am always amazed at the grace, love, support, and forgiveness that is found among the “un-churched” which is rarely found among those who go to church.

Sometimes our behavior is a result of our understanding of God’s grace and forgiveness. We feel that because God forgives us for all our sins, we can treat others in terrible ways, and God will still forgive us. It’s “pre-planned forgiveness.” We’ll just square it with God after we burn down the village. While it is true that God will forgive us for such behavior, we need to know that such is not a “get out of jail free card.”

Scripture speaks much about our relationships and right standing with one another on matters such as this: Matthew 5:23-24, Luke 17:3-4; Ephesians 4:32; and Colossians 3:13 are just a few. We cannot argue that if our relationship with the Lord is right, then our relationships with other people will fall in line. Thus if relationships with other people fail to be Christ like, then why should we think that He is indeed a part of us?

In the Jewish world, on Yom Kippur, Jews ask God for forgiveness, but “on the day before” Yom Kippur, called Erev Yom Kippur, Jews ask forgiveness from one another. It seems that there is something to the understanding that “you can’t ask forgiveness of God until you’ve asked forgiveness of people you sinned against.”

The events of that day in that Louisiana church were both sad and joyous. I felt their pain…all of them…but I also felt their love and unity. I felt Jesus in their midst and in their handling of all of it. And if I wasn’t a Christian and had stumbled into that service that day, I undoubtedly would be left thinking… “wow, these people have something different than the world.” And maybe, “I think I would like to have some of that please…”